Its November now... A month that carved so many scars in my life. Also a month that always refresh the very bad me to a so-so person. Im 'adult'ing. In this month I always start my school holidays. In this months my senses always start to blur. Cause this month is the month that I always melts with, always.
I reached here in November, out of the blue, November is always the gloomy seasons here, Autumn and Winter. Two seasons that I will never like. They're beautiful, heating the mind that Allah is the Almighty, but these two seasons will never reach me. When its November, I felt like lying on bed with books, laptop and foods. I dont want to go out.
But I cant hibernating all the while. I need to move, need to sweat, cause I dont want to cry in November. I dont want to remember. There's just too many memories happened. And its really what a trial for me.
Im in love with November ya Rabb, Its the calmness that refreshing each and every time.
Im breathing right, its November Ya Rabb and as You said..., Kun Fayakun...
I reached here in November, out of the blue, November is always the gloomy seasons here, Autumn and Winter. Two seasons that I will never like. They're beautiful, heating the mind that Allah is the Almighty, but these two seasons will never reach me. When its November, I felt like lying on bed with books, laptop and foods. I dont want to go out.
But I cant hibernating all the while. I need to move, need to sweat, cause I dont want to cry in November. I dont want to remember. There's just too many memories happened. And its really what a trial for me.
Im in love with November ya Rabb, Its the calmness that refreshing each and every time.
Im breathing right, its November Ya Rabb and as You said..., Kun Fayakun...
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