Cinta dan kasih sayang. Banyak cara untuk menzahirkannya. Islam mengajar kita untuk menyayangi saudara seumat, seagama sebagaimana kita menyayangi diri sendiri. Ada yang menzahirkan cinta dengan men'sweet'kan ayat-ayat pujian dan ngada-ngada. Lolx. But love is flexible, it can be seen by so many ways and resulting so many effects. It can come out with words, action or just, a 'Dont care face'.
Since I was a small little girl with a ponytail, I was taught to be tough despite of my small size body. I was taught to NOT showing my weaknesses and holding my tears. I was taught to fight back. Till I was hardly show even to my family how much I love them. Hardly showed my true emotion at the right time. I tend to be egoistic. I tend to love in a protective way. I dont like someone who I love being looking down, being cursed, being bullied. I will do all I can despite my ego and small size just to make sure someone who made 'them who I loved' hurt, will paid for it. Oh yeah~ But ego person will never smell the aroma of His Heaven so Lets Change.
How to love my sisters in a Cool way? Damn hard~ Hahaha
Come on, try to be sweet. If your ego making you shy and embarrassing to show the real love that you had, dont force it to come out. Do it slow and steady. Let them feel it instead of witnessing the love. Cause as great as the love to Allah and as pure as the love of a family-bond, loving our sisters was an alien-love, which meant you will love them on the 3rd sight. Lolx, How would I decribe the feeling?
You know when you first know someone, you tend to only see her kindness. When the times goes by, 越来越， you will see her bad side which means you girls start to become closer, after the bad side you tend to wash your mind not to hate her because of the love as ummah you tend to search for her positive side. That is when love tie us. The time when you found in your searching the positive side of them and fall in love deeper than the first sight love you had before. Make sense?
Although Im not good, not kind, not sweet, not romantic at all and at all I dont know how to arrange my words to comfort you, allow me to love..., allow me to be your sisters..., just with this face, my one emotion face, my make dont know face, my always just want to smile face cause I love you the way you are, I dont know how to make you love me more than yourself, and I dont know how to make you more comfort and like me much than now, but Im pretty sure, I love you more than myself. and I would just let you do whatever you like, in any ways, cause thats what make you happy even without me, I know you happier in that way.
InsyaAllah because of Him, you girls just increase my Iman. Just for being the imperfect you, you making me realize how great Allah is for making such creations that have everything,
For that, I wanna Thank you..., Thank you Very Much...
Since I was a small little girl with a ponytail, I was taught to be tough despite of my small size body. I was taught to NOT showing my weaknesses and holding my tears. I was taught to fight back. Till I was hardly show even to my family how much I love them. Hardly showed my true emotion at the right time. I tend to be egoistic. I tend to love in a protective way. I dont like someone who I love being looking down, being cursed, being bullied. I will do all I can despite my ego and small size just to make sure someone who made 'them who I loved' hurt, will paid for it. Oh yeah~ But ego person will never smell the aroma of His Heaven so Lets Change.
How to love my sisters in a Cool way? Damn hard~ Hahaha
Come on, try to be sweet. If your ego making you shy and embarrassing to show the real love that you had, dont force it to come out. Do it slow and steady. Let them feel it instead of witnessing the love. Cause as great as the love to Allah and as pure as the love of a family-bond, loving our sisters was an alien-love, which meant you will love them on the 3rd sight. Lolx, How would I decribe the feeling?
You know when you first know someone, you tend to only see her kindness. When the times goes by, 越来越， you will see her bad side which means you girls start to become closer, after the bad side you tend to wash your mind not to hate her because of the love as ummah you tend to search for her positive side. That is when love tie us. The time when you found in your searching the positive side of them and fall in love deeper than the first sight love you had before. Make sense?
Although Im not good, not kind, not sweet, not romantic at all and at all I dont know how to arrange my words to comfort you, allow me to love..., allow me to be your sisters..., just with this face, my one emotion face, my make dont know face, my always just want to smile face cause I love you the way you are, I dont know how to make you love me more than yourself, and I dont know how to make you more comfort and like me much than now, but Im pretty sure, I love you more than myself. and I would just let you do whatever you like, in any ways, cause thats what make you happy even without me, I know you happier in that way.
InsyaAllah because of Him, you girls just increase my Iman. Just for being the imperfect you, you making me realize how great Allah is for making such creations that have everything,
For that, I wanna Thank you..., Thank you Very Much...
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