Sayang Allah, (of course), sayang mak abah... sayang diri sendiri, sayang Islam, sayang mereka... Kadang-kadang, menyayangi tak semudah yang dianggap... Bila dah sayang, memang susah untuk benci, tapi senang untuk tak puas hati, senang untuk mencemburui, senang datang persoalan dalam proses memahami. Lumrah...
Cemburu sangat bila Allah memberi kesusahan itu pada yang lain, seolah kehidupan ini tak dijaga Dia..., senang je, berjalan lancar je... Tapi bila Allah bagi kesusahan, mula-mula merungut dan mengeluh, tapi at once, a moment later, tersenyum..., tengok, 'Allah pun sayang aku...' xD
Ada satu ayat ni, 'Alangkah indahnya kalau dapat kita fahami bahawa setiap inchi ujian yang kita alami adalah sentuhan kasih sayang daripada Allah. Tidak pernah sekalipun ujian datang untuk menjauhkan hamba daripada Tuannya, bahkan untuk menjadikan manusia ingat dan dekat kepada Pencipta...' Touching gak~
Almost everybody who knew me know that I love bike, I adore cycling around and having the gentle wind massaging my tired emotions... But today, theres an activity that actually allow me to cycle around Beijing's interesting place but I had to let it go despite of my tired body having my eyes staring at my laptop screen for more than 4 hours. No one who never experienced it can imaging how it felt. Felt like something being stuck to your brain and connected with your eyes, thus, making your muscle as loose as it can be.
Use to be a gamer, before, when Im a game addict, I used to stuck on my laptop for more than 12 hours without rest, and after that I totally exhausted and have to sleep like I never sleep. Hardly wake up. Now, already left that attitude for nearly two years, I cant imagine how I played my game for that long when I can hardly stand staring my laptop for 4 hours. Well, sometimes when you like a thing, like it very much, you tend to do the best for it, exceeding your limit.
Thus, can I do the same thing with my religion? Can I exceed my limit?
Kerana sekarang saya dalam proses memaksa dan menerima. Kerana tanggungjawab, selalunya datang daripada paksaan, yang lama-kelamaan akan menjadi sesuatu kesukaan dan kebiasaan. InsyaAllah, hati ini redha...
Cemburu sangat bila Allah memberi kesusahan itu pada yang lain, seolah kehidupan ini tak dijaga Dia..., senang je, berjalan lancar je... Tapi bila Allah bagi kesusahan, mula-mula merungut dan mengeluh, tapi at once, a moment later, tersenyum..., tengok, 'Allah pun sayang aku...' xD
Ada satu ayat ni, 'Alangkah indahnya kalau dapat kita fahami bahawa setiap inchi ujian yang kita alami adalah sentuhan kasih sayang daripada Allah. Tidak pernah sekalipun ujian datang untuk menjauhkan hamba daripada Tuannya, bahkan untuk menjadikan manusia ingat dan dekat kepada Pencipta...' Touching gak~
Almost everybody who knew me know that I love bike, I adore cycling around and having the gentle wind massaging my tired emotions... But today, theres an activity that actually allow me to cycle around Beijing's interesting place but I had to let it go despite of my tired body having my eyes staring at my laptop screen for more than 4 hours. No one who never experienced it can imaging how it felt. Felt like something being stuck to your brain and connected with your eyes, thus, making your muscle as loose as it can be.
Use to be a gamer, before, when Im a game addict, I used to stuck on my laptop for more than 12 hours without rest, and after that I totally exhausted and have to sleep like I never sleep. Hardly wake up. Now, already left that attitude for nearly two years, I cant imagine how I played my game for that long when I can hardly stand staring my laptop for 4 hours. Well, sometimes when you like a thing, like it very much, you tend to do the best for it, exceeding your limit.
Thus, can I do the same thing with my religion? Can I exceed my limit?
Kerana sekarang saya dalam proses memaksa dan menerima. Kerana tanggungjawab, selalunya datang daripada paksaan, yang lama-kelamaan akan menjadi sesuatu kesukaan dan kebiasaan. InsyaAllah, hati ini redha...
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