Mungkinkah zaman mereka akan Kembali? ... -Xi'an

Xi'an dengan Malaysia? Lebih Kurang... :-) Like the weather, like the place but not the toilets... Some thoughts come across, perhaps, our university hostel's toilets is way too better?
But of course, every place in Xi'an, the words and structures full with history.

Hati ini asyik menangis sepanjang perjalanan... How the ruler ruled, and they are not the khalifah. Some of them keep wasting money on unneeded stuff and some just know how to torture their people. They take Allah lands as theirs and Allah slaves as theirs.
Screaming, I want the Khalifah back. I dont want some of those black history but Allah made the history like that to teach us something out of it.

One of my friend share one of this fact that,

Walaupun sejarah tentang Hitler ini agak kabur, dia seorang kafir, dan jangan kita berlebihan, atau terlalu mengagungkan mereka, tetapi ayat dia agak makan dalam.

I had did some over acting stuff during the trip, for those who scared looking at me like that - Im sorry, for those who ashamed of me for doing so - Im sorry, for those who taking my words and actions into their heart cause it hurt them - Im sorry, for those who never thought I will do that - please start thinking of it, cause the fact that I cant accept the man todays who making fun of something that should and a must for us to be very respectful towards it, is sometimes cant be hold in. Its not about me, its about the dignity of Malaysian and us as Muslims. 
I want today's men to be as brave as Sahabat Rasulullah SAW, I want to look at them as one of Muslims asset, I want to look at them with a feeling of proud to have them as my protector, my religious protector... 

But wishing too high, making me dissapointed, as deep as the Muslimah grave. Im sorry... I know Im not that valuable to be a great Muslimah, but Im trying, and hoping my brothers and sisters is doing the same thing too... Till now, my heart is screaming, but for the sake of my religious, I know I will as soon as possible forget it and think positively that even Saidina Umar who once is a very bad person, can be as amazing and even better than majority of Sahabat Rasulullah after he receive Allah's Hidayah, His Nur...

Takkan pernah berhenti berharap. InsyaAllah...