Lost Contact

Dua tiga hari ini mood unstable. Rase macam nak makan orang... Mungkin sebab jadual kindda packed and dah lame tak contact family. Orang kate suara ibubapa tuh menenangkan. Atleast walaupun tak ade topik nak borak, tak ade bende interesting happened, but, I will smiled each time I hang up after having a short talk with either mom or dad. That's is the power of their voice, more powerful than Michael Jackson.

I add up my credit, Having my international calling card bind already, What else do you want O Phone Operator??? Why did you keep telling me my number cant be access??? Felt like chocking you till you can talk Malay~
*sigh

With this test, I know,
Allah sayang saya...
Tapi my dear Allah, forgive me, my weak iman make me felt like screaming, shout it all loud to all the people around me "TOLONGLAH FAHAM~!" But, luckily (╯︵╰,) I dont have the strength to do so, plus it just against my 'silent mode' attitude. Instead of sympathize, perhaps, they will say back to me "Everybody else also have their own many many many problems, SHUT UP~!"  

Felt like the smile curved downwards... Dear Allah, I have a journey that will start tomorrow afternoon, please, dont make my emotion taking over me. Help me control myself. Help me to have positive perceptions to all the people I met everyday.... Dont make me angry at them with no good reasons and please avoid me from making You angry at me. (◠‿◠)