The Meaning of my Existance

Till today, I had live my life for 19 years and 4 months, and at last I found the reasons why I was blown with soul and be born as
Siti Nurfatihah Mohd Nasir.

"Accept Allah as master and accept yourself as slave. This guidance only beneficial to those who accept them as slaves..." 

-- His AlQuran AlKarim

( 9:41 )
- menyuruh yang makruf
- mencegah yang mungkar
- mendirikan solat
- menunaikan zakat
- taat kepada Allah dan RasulNya

I learned above sentences since Im 10 years old and learning the true hidden meaning just now at about 9.40pm. Bring me the courage to said this out loud that Im a Muslims and I proud to be one.

# My sweet dear Allah, its a cruel of me to just sitting here typing while my brothers and sisters are fighting for Your special place there. How their courage and amazing determination that never fail to touch my little weak heart. Forgive me of being jealous and forgive me to be such a coward... Amin... #