Since I was a small little girl, running, jumping and screaming around, I like to observe my surroundings more than do actions myself and I got used to when I listen to something, I will then immediately respond. Sometimes the respond is too honest till it is wrong. But no one have never do mistakes. It just me to say what I felt. I never want to be a hypocrite.
Lately, theres something bothering me. What do you think about this...
Well, I never felt teasing people is a kind of jokes somehow cause when I was born, Allah made me smaller than the rest of the kids at my age till I learned to accept people weakness as their amazing specialty rather than a lacking of him/her as a normal human being.
Sometimes if the thing that I observe is interpreted as too sensitive to be said, I will just zipped my mouth, however yup, sometimes it does slipped. MasyaAllah~ Mintak maaf...
There is a kinda 'protector instinct' in me that is too strong till if u said bad things to my friends, I will punch u straight on your face. Or just said loud in mad straight to your ear ( despite of a very shy person I am, when I get mad, it is just me and nobody around ). Nice cute fist. Just imagine if you said bad things to me, what will I do to U. But I got a weakness, where, I will be more patience toward girls' words. Maybe cause I get used to my elder sisters.
As much as I dont like people teasing me, I would not tease people. Their no-perfect-dialect, their weird accents, their lacking of something in pronunciation, their not perfect physical appearance. No, I will not, and hope will never did such thing. ( If I ever did it to anybody, maybe Im unaware, and deeply sorry >_<" ) Hey, cause I think all of the imperfect shaped of them just making people notice how different they are from the others. See? Cool har?
My sweet Allah, please help me in keeping my words. I love You~
I try to be positive about everything since the beginning of 'know-to-use-brain' of me wake up. As times passed by, I realized that sometimes, the communities negative auras just cant be avoided. Hmmm... Do I have to adapt them, or just let them see the me? Too sleepy to think, lets save it for tomorrow... Night.
Lately, theres something bothering me. What do you think about this...
Well, I never felt teasing people is a kind of jokes somehow cause when I was born, Allah made me smaller than the rest of the kids at my age till I learned to accept people weakness as their amazing specialty rather than a lacking of him/her as a normal human being.
Sometimes if the thing that I observe is interpreted as too sensitive to be said, I will just zipped my mouth, however yup, sometimes it does slipped. MasyaAllah~ Mintak maaf...
There is a kinda 'protector instinct' in me that is too strong till if u said bad things to my friends, I will punch u straight on your face. Or just said loud in mad straight to your ear ( despite of a very shy person I am, when I get mad, it is just me and nobody around ). Nice cute fist. Just imagine if you said bad things to me, what will I do to U. But I got a weakness, where, I will be more patience toward girls' words. Maybe cause I get used to my elder sisters.
As much as I dont like people teasing me, I would not tease people. Their no-perfect-dialect, their weird accents, their lacking of something in pronunciation, their not perfect physical appearance. No, I will not, and hope will never did such thing. ( If I ever did it to anybody, maybe Im unaware, and deeply sorry >_<" ) Hey, cause I think all of the imperfect shaped of them just making people notice how different they are from the others. See? Cool har?
My sweet Allah, please help me in keeping my words. I love You~
I try to be positive about everything since the beginning of 'know-to-use-brain' of me wake up. As times passed by, I realized that sometimes, the communities negative auras just cant be avoided. Hmmm... Do I have to adapt them, or just let them see the me? Too sleepy to think, lets save it for tomorrow... Night.
I just fall-in-like with this one new quote I come across in Facebook:
"Dont get confused about my personality & my attitude.
My Personality is just who I am
and my Attitude is depends on who You are."
^_^ Sort of, true.
^_^ Sort of, true.
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