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March 17, 2012

Im that kind of human

Akulah manusia itu, yang sukar mengerti erti kesyukuran, yang alpa dan mudah lupa, yang hilang dek arah, hilang dek senang, hilang dek ganjaran dan kemewahan...

What I have here in my mind that makes me still awake? I dont felt like sleeping in any way... Many things happened today. Some making me felt amazing and some were just a part of the 'silent mode' stuff...

I used to stick this yellow memo on my bedroom's door since I was 14
( its the time when I start to feel separated from the world )
"Apabila bicara adalah perak, maka DIAM adalah EMAS..."
Its when I felt some distanced from the surrounding and there who always there for me is only Him.

Im losing this memo from my mind since I started to move away from my little special room in my lovely house, to my college dull white room. Till now, I really miss that sentence being paste at the door. Just to look at it every time I step away from my room give me a special strength.

That times somehow  is walking closer to me again. Like a deja-vu. I felt distanced.

The Almighty,
My dear Rabb, make me have some faith in them. Erase the doubt of our ukhwah, erase the unsatisfied and ungrateful feeling of me of having these wonderful people here with me, cause I love them, more than they can imagine...

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