grasshopper

Even when I need a hug and mentally depressed
Even when I just need someone to look at my face and tell me Im important
Even when I ... need help from somebody  that I trusted

No.

Cause Im just a grasshopper who stood on a green leaf with green body. No one should notice even when Im yelling for help, cause Im a useless creature who uselessly emotionlessly nonstop doing useless things.
.

What are important?
each.one.of.your.'endlessly.taking.my.right'.and'endlessly.labelling.me.as.such.not.understanding.partner'.work.

#smallheart
When Im so happy that finally we live together in a home. 
It turned out to be another office with bed.
I've tried so many things to be as occupied as possible so to forget that I've been forgotten.
And why I feeling down now?
Cause all come out as useless.