面具下的人是谁

What do you think about glasses?

If it as simple as a frame with two pieces of glass, I would not write this post to stick it at the wall of my blog. Heee~

First impression orang, bila lihat orang berkaca mata adalah,

pengetahuannya mesti luas,

budak nerd yang disanjungi dan punya minda yang bersih dari segala kelucahan duniawi. erk~? 

Sooo ok, before aku with Glasses, aku pun punya mindset yang same kepada sipemakai pemakai kaca mata transparent nih, sehinggalah pada suatu hari, aku terpaksa bermata empat.

Ramai pemata empat merasa dengan kaca mata, mereka low convidence, rasa tak cantik, pakai tudung pulak of course leklok je bentuk muncong bulat keras cantik2, pakai je glasses terus ruin~~~ its like yes I know the rest of the day gonna be a very bad day (If you know What I mean) like Im the ugliest in the room~ kerghhh

(OK maybe aku over-expression a bit.) 

Ada yang tanya aku, nak tak kalau suatu hari nanti dah tak payah dah pakai Glasses, lookin like completely normal person with two eyes on their face? My answer: nope. I dont want to.

You know, for a girl like me, glasses play a lot of roles, it make My nose look taller, My face look more mature, My knowledge seems wide, and believe it or not, Im more convidence and more patience when Im wearing glasses. (But I need to choose the suitable glasses for My face as My face isnt that wide, its kinnda like, kid's size) 

Yeah~, wearing one really dump me in a pretty much troubles lifestyle, for example, If I lost it, I cant find it, cause I cant see clearly something size as small as My palm in a room that can fit a car. Or when I want to read books when lying, I need to really add up extra pillows Or choose the right pose in a way to read My books comfortly. Or like when its raining, and then the rain stop, My world was like its still raining and the world will end in raining. Aaaaaa~!

But despite all that, yahh, I like me in glasses. If one day I decide to fix my eyes and not wearing it anymore it perhaps its because I had babies and they kept pulling my glasses away from me Or I keep accidently hit their faces Or accidently scratch their faces with My glasses whenever I want to cuddle them. Or maybe the time when I got too old and wanna look young and innocent girl again, I might take it off. Ha Ha Haa~ 

you know what, after live My life for almost 23 years now, I do agree that nobody really know anybody. 

Causee, you see, for example, me, people who just met me will think Im a sweet, interesting, innocent and quite girl, who know me for some times will labeled me as too strict, no-topic to talk with, too rough, heartless, fierce, only think that Im right all the time, (maybe they'll think Im a lesbian)  and not easy to get along with. 

For people who can see me under my mask, I know they will hug me for real, cause I've been a coward who scare to live, scare to love, hate being left, and think about everybody else except for myself. 

And when I said something, I will try to voice out the truth, yeah, something that nobody want to listen to, 关双耳双眼，不要改变. But maybe the way that I takes things are  too simple till people who are created with complicated hearts cant understand it, (for example, human being named women) XwX yeah like Im not one of them~ hehe 

But I know, If I hurt and sad because of it,  it probably because I havent finished learning Chapter Sincere yet, it probably will takes me forever... till I met Him. 

*wait a sec, how the stories got here in the first place O.O