Im not Good at Saying Goodbye

Packing is something that I good at, but choosing stuff to bring together with me is another weakness of me :3
I like to choose them ALL rather than just bring what we need. Cause for me, baik sediakan payung sebelum hujan, mana tahu nanti nak guna. My bad... My bad... The attitude of tak suka menyusahkan orang lain kadang-kadang sangat menyusahkan diri. You know what I means? Its like, lebih suka bawa sendiri daripada mintak dengan orang. Walaupun sharing is caring but tangan yang dibawah tak sebaik tangan yang diatas. Keh3, berlumba-lumba dalam mendapatkan pahala. Jom! *overweight ke tak nih -.-

The thing that I hardly leave behind is my bed. My bed~! And something that I always bring together with me, is my teddy. His name O-Chan. I bring him even for 3 days 2 nights trip. What Im worrying now is that my stuff will be over-weight at the airport. Tawakkal. Tawakkal.

I will arrive sooner than my roommate. O Umi, thats means Im gonna be the first one to see whats our room looks like after these two months vacation. Im hoping to NOT look at a bunch of cockroaches in our room. Please~ Please...~

Its gonna be around 15 -24 degree Celsius there right now. Its was like, very cold for me. Cause I love the heat way too much compared to the cold. Its the early of winter. May I dont get high-bad-fever this time. I dont really like winter. Tapi alhamdulillah have the chance to meet you again winter...

My heart wanting to do something before leaving. But I dont think thats gonna happened. Although I can make it happened, I just dont feel like everyone want it that way. So heavy and so hard in letting go. I just keep struggling in grabbing back. Tak patut.. Tak patut.. Well... thats what hati did. Its 'flirting' the body to do something that wasnt really the right thing. Is it? Or it is the right thing? Huhr? ya Rabb!

Each time I was going away, selalu senyap-senyap, rasa cam nak heboh satu dunia, tapi hati ni tak tahan nak ucap 'Jaga Diri'. Atau mendengar perkataan tu disebut pada diri sendiri. Sangat menyengat emosi. Jadi, maaf wahai sahabat-sahabat, saudara-saudara atau kenalan yang tidak tahu akan keberangkatan diri daif ini pada petang ini. Semoga di langkah yang bakal kita lalui telah tertulis sesuatu yang Osem and amazing to face with.  Assalamualaikum WRH...