My mission to be Beautify

Beautiful     -     Cute

Some said 'cute' is another way of saying 'ugly and embarrassing' but in a polite way. But I said 'cute' for so many things including food and grass. So, the definition actually depends.

The same theory goes to the word 'beautiful'. Do you know how Islam is defined as 'beautiful'? Because it touched every single heart that know It. Thats my definition. How about yours. Why Islam beautiful? Had you discovered the answer?

"i want to be beautiful, OF COURSE~", JUST in the eyes of my husband. Dont have one yet now. But somehow somewhere Allah had decided someone for me, I know. Even if it is not here, He'll gifted me him in hereafter.

As for anybody else, I want to be defined as 'ugly but tidy' or in another polite word, I want to be the Cutie Muslimah who showing Islam with self-appearance not to be amazed with but to be learned with. Just by looking at me, I want people to remember Allah. Its like you are walking holding a signboard of 'AllahuAkhbar'. Its a tough responsibility, in hoping I'll succeed, Im putting everything else after my efforts on Him.

But, sometimes just to show the tidy me, I had made sins by making eyes looking at me. So, im deciding to be the untidy, messed up, looking bad, but Arranged. I dont want to be beautiful. Nope. Nope. Nope... So, let me myself, choose my fashion, so I can decide who I am by letting Allah beautify me in the eyes of the people that He want. ONLY, when He want...