It was a very sweet lullaby fantasies that I had been livin back then.
And this reality that I had been woke up into, is another fantasy.
Both felt so real...
The difference between both of them is that; one, taught me the theories of living a life, and another one, is testing all of the theories and pushing me to live the life.
Im a coward who afraid to face
the taught of havin everybody changed
once when their 'screen background' changed.
I know these kind of days will come
I dont have the guts to laugh much back then.
I worked to the fullest of my heart,
working on earning experiences that will make my feet stay firmed on the ground when these days with many changes take place.
These days that Im goin through now,
really used up all of the experiences.
Im someone different who tried to adapt well
He, the ones who looking on us, makin the surrounding tough enough,
when asking a strengthen chain to make others stay strong when I used to be so weak.
Im walking, and promise myself not to stop walking,
dragging the ones who is hesitating on continuing this path,
I decided to take them with me.
I decide to be their one pole, to hang on to, before I can hand them in, to face our Lord cause in the meantime, I know they are the gifts that always be my sources of inspirations. I know they will someday convince to walk with strong steps, lighten the path for more others.
Not everything that I do now are accurate to my stands of living,
Not everything that Im seeing now is right to my thoughts,
but I'll try to cope with it.
Patience, and I'll have victory,
thats a promise from my Lord.
Yeah, its gettin heavy, but I will put them on my shoulders, I dont mind getting shorter because of the weight, as long as they are walking with me, Im in peace.
My peers changed, my attitudes changed, but my perseverance is getting better.
I cried in almost all of my midnight dreams,
I wake up just to continue crying to my Lord.
but then, when I had to face the sun,
I faced it the way it faced me
smiling, brightening and full with energy.
And this reality that I had been woke up into, is another fantasy.
Both felt so real...
The difference between both of them is that; one, taught me the theories of living a life, and another one, is testing all of the theories and pushing me to live the life.
Im a coward who afraid to face
the taught of havin everybody changed
once when their 'screen background' changed.
I know this day will come,
My heart felt heavy.
I know these kind of days will come
I dont have the guts to laugh much back then.
I worked to the fullest of my heart,
working on earning experiences that will make my feet stay firmed on the ground when these days with many changes take place.
It came,
and Im livin it.
These days that Im goin through now,
really used up all of the experiences.
Im someone different who tried to adapt well
He, the ones who looking on us, makin the surrounding tough enough,
when asking a strengthen chain to make others stay strong when I used to be so weak.
Im walking, and promise myself not to stop walking,
dragging the ones who is hesitating on continuing this path,
I decided to take them with me.
I decide to be their one pole, to hang on to, before I can hand them in, to face our Lord cause in the meantime, I know they are the gifts that always be my sources of inspirations. I know they will someday convince to walk with strong steps, lighten the path for more others.
Not everything that I do now are accurate to my stands of living,
Not everything that Im seeing now is right to my thoughts,
but I'll try to cope with it.
Patience, and I'll have victory,
thats a promise from my Lord.
Yeah, its gettin heavy, but I will put them on my shoulders, I dont mind getting shorter because of the weight, as long as they are walking with me, Im in peace.
My peers changed, my attitudes changed, but my perseverance is getting better.
I cried in almost all of my midnight dreams,
I wake up just to continue crying to my Lord.
but then, when I had to face the sun,
I faced it the way it faced me
smiling, brightening and full with energy.
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